It's coming towards christmas.

As the holidays are now here and chritmas is shortly creeping up quickly, Few things have happened and i am struggling to actually cope about it. Deanna has gone away with her friend Jade to sheerness for around 4 days and has turned her phone off for the whole 4 days. Im finding it very hard not even been able to know if she is okay and what she is up to. Each night i cant stop myself but keep thinking about her.

A great night to end the holidays...

Had a fantastic BBQ, with some friends and family that was held last Sunday 30th Auguest. Started around 3 a'clock til midnight or something. As we were preparing ourselfs with the party things tended to go quite wrong. Music stero was not working after a while, it seem to be a problem with the CD's, next our gas bbq was not working so i thought fuck this, everything is going wrong my god what are we going to do? Lucky i managed to get the music stero working and Barry (Step-dad) fixed the bbq. Once everything was going back to how it was, next minute i was moving the umbrella holder on the table and spilt mud all over my outfit, so yeah you could tell this was not my day.

Apart from all that tho, the party went fantastic people got up and dance, loads of food happend to be their, had a good selection of close bestfriends. Got up and did some dancng, (of course i had a drink) haha. Oh and then me, Shelly and Becky going into the hot tub with our clothes on. Poor Becky had makeup running down her face. so from all the stress and other things it turned out to be really good, and for once i was hardly drunk with having Bianca and her mum staying the night as they didnt catch the last train back to herne bay, so they stayed out in the cabin for the night. I had Bianca in my room tiding it up telling me off haha bless up.

Soo the night went out and i fell asleep on my bedroom floor and then mum made us a big fry up, now that was yum, mmmm while writing about it i could just eat one right now.