It's coming towards christmas.

As the holidays are now here and chritmas is shortly creeping up quickly, Few things have happened and i am struggling to actually cope about it. Deanna has gone away with her friend Jade to sheerness for around 4 days and has turned her phone off for the whole 4 days. Im finding it very hard not even been able to know if she is okay and what she is up to. Each night i cant stop myself but keep thinking about her.